Bound and weighted

I am bound and weighted and powerless to stir 

Why in such imminence to the spirit; 

do I appreciate yet abhor so much of what it is that makes me human; 

Why in such closeness to love and peace; 

do I learn to know myself and suffer veracity; 

Why do I hide the truth of my soul in protection of others, 

why do I feel such feelings unsolicited and unreciprocated; 

Why do I know truth when denial crafts such beautiful veils 

Why does my physical being ache so in denying my heart; 

Is it blessed to endure the torment and cruelty of such human failings? 

Solutions are intangible to me as I am; 

But so I live; 

It is not allowed for me 

Such wonder is not my reward. 

The desires and needs of my mind body and soul are not permitted; 

Am I destined to be without as lessons of my frailty failings and imperfections are reminded to me each moment of each breath I inhale. 

And yet I hope


About Christie Marie Ginja Kruger

Orenda (huron)The power of human will to change the world. Set up as an opposing force to fate or destiny. If powerful forces beyond your control are trying to force a particular outcomes, orenda is a kind of vocalised summoning of personal strength to change this. A giant child, trying to find my purpose, without losing sight of all things beautiful. View all posts by Christie Marie Ginja Kruger

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