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Shadow girl

Shadow girl

She no longer sobbed uncontrollably. She had no energy for passionate tears, instead, at times, her tears would escape the padlocked box where emotions are kept and they would run down her face catching her by surprise.

It was that awkward stage of grief where hope still lingers. A place she knew she may never return from.

A shadow hiding in half light, waiting for the darkness to descend and yet hoping the sun would fail to sleep, just this one time.

Her head and heart in violent battle tearing each other apart like rabid dogs and all she could do was stand still. Helpless but not hopeless, alone.

Surrounded by someone else’s demons coaxing hers to come out and play.

So she stood not sure of up and down and left and right and in and out and everything kept spinning in silence around and she wished there was a soundtrack so she could figure out what was coming next.

At times the darkness began to drown her but a crack of light would filter through just enough to tease her into believing.

But the corner where she could be seen grew smaller, she watched herself being swallowed by the dark. This silent movie of the shadow girl.

Trapped in limbo between the night and the light fighting demons that were not her own.


Veiled

I am broken in the middle I am torn by the deceit

I am wrecked by the intentions that the truth fails to seek

I am washed ashore an island with cries that never sleep

I am finding the smile in eyes no more to weep

So take me back to memory, when my eyes were open wide,

take me to the distant past when in my heart I smiled,

I hold onto the hope that faith and love won’t fail

and leave me here eyes closed in a blinded broken veil. © Christie Marie Kruger


I am strong

You think that you can break me;

others thought they could

you’re one of many cowards

who would love to have my life.

I have been broken in ways you can never understand

yet here I am, here I speak here I stand

So try as you might,

I see your fear,

You cannot break my spirit

with your infantile lies. © Christie Marie Kruger


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